(T.T) My England lost liao… Din noe Portugual is so strong. They even haf to fight till the penalty shots stage. Dread… This Euro Cup seems as surprising as The World Cup 2002. I mean the results are amazing. All those “long tou lao da” all out liao. Sigh…

Another 6 matches altogehter before everything comes to an end. 5th July 2004 shall be the final.

I found this Singlish Dictionary from www.talkingcock.com. Find it super funny lor. Me myself make a revision thru all those singlish. Ah Bong ah~ You can learn ur hokkien here lah~

爱的感觉

你发觉到了吗? 爱的感觉… …

总是在一开始觉得很甜密, 总觉得多一个人陪, 多一个人帮你分担. 你终于不再孤单, 至少有一个人想着你, 恋者你. 不论做什么事情, 只要能在一起就是好的.

但是慢慢的, 随着彼此的认识越深, 你开始发现对方的缺点, 于是问题一个接着一个发生. 你开始烦, 累得甚至想要逃避.

可是有人却说:”爱情就像在捡石头一样, 总想捡到一个适合自己的.” 但是你又如何知道什么时候能够捡到呢? 他适合你, 那你又适合他吗?

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Kenny – 20th June 2004, 2:13pm

Today’s parent visting day. Now den got free time to msg u guys and gals. Army life sux but the food here’s nice! There’s a gym too. I’m in Hawk Company.

Kenny – 21st June 2004, 12:38pm

Just saw Jackey. He looked pathetic. Think he was paying the medical officer a visit.

Lester – 21st June 2004, 12:30pm

Sian falling sick. Running nose and dry cough. But no fever.

Lester – 21st June 2004, 10:07pm

Yar coming out. Where got so fast change one (as in thin… hahaha~). Left onli 1 week. I did not take MC. Try not to. Jackey fever he went to see the medic…

And that WL keep messaging me again. I had enough…

Man~ I received an email from Lester’s brother. They had the family visitng day yesterday (saturday). And below are all the photos i have in hand…


I know this may sound crazy, but this is definitely me…

Rush to look for kopitiam which telecast Euro Cup matches with my dad. Phew~ Manage to find one near Karen’s house. Tonight is England vs Switzerland. The end result is 3:0. Good fight England… Splendid~ I think my soccer fever shall continue till the end of Euro Cup. Haha~

My mother told me she met my kindergarden friend (WL) and his mother downstair. Strange enough, WL initiated to exchange house number to contact me. I dunno how the process exactly happened, but when my mum told me when i’m having lunch, i find it a total ridic.

And then, the first phone came. WL’s mother rang up my house at around 7 plus and start the conversation rolling. I very very bu nai fan coz i promise to meet up my uncle and he is still waiting for my call. This call came at the wrong timing. WL’s mother said: “You are lixiang huh? Long time never see leh… How are you? Wei Liang says he wanted to call you, but shy… U wait huh, i pass the phone to him.”

At that instant, i regretted answering the phone. It is impossible to squeeze out anything after a lost of contact for 14 to 15 years. I still start very pleasantly to know more about him. How has he been for the fucking 15 years. He asked me “do i carry a mobile?”, “wat model?”, “can send him my pictures?”. The last question put me off. What the fuck he wants my photos for?

But slowly, I think i started to sound like i’m not concentrating in our conversation. So he initiated to hang the phone and we exchanged numbers. Man~ The first thing he did is sending me his photo thru mms. Nabeiz~ I can remember your face better than any fucking rubbish bin lor.

Before i even stepped out of the house, he msg me again. Asking me whether would i like to meet him up near my block for a short while. Siao~ For what? To me, i have forgotten all the single heck about kindergarden except all those stupid guys in the class, trying to scare me with those fake lobster toys. Kindergarden memory is like zero. And i’m rying to know you from zero too. Meeting up with you? You must have been thinking too much. I turn him of straight.

Return home shortly from westmall, my mobile beeps again. WL said: “You reach home le mah? IMM fun? (initially i told him i’m going imm instead of westmall)” Fun what fun? Singapore is only that fucking ass hole big. Some more is a shopping centre, what fun do you expect? I choose to ignore and i din reply. It’s like only 2 min away from the last message, he msg me again. “I think you are very busy. Shall not disturb you…. (got some more nonsense at the back)” I din even bother to reply anything. This is like so fan. People dun reply liao, cant you be more sensitive?

What’s more frustrating is when i’m watching soccer, he msg again. “You said you’ve added me in your frienster, but i din see it. Why not you give me your friendster account, i’ll add it myself.” Before i could reply anything, he called. Just right, it’s half time. Many commotion from the TV and the crowd in kopitiam, i can’t hear his voice clearly. I turn my mobile volume louder, yet i say “hello” in a very inpolite tone. Machiam like ah beng trying to answer his mobile “hello?! ni ai che xiang?”. This time he sensed it, and confirmed with me whether i’m currently free anot. I just told him straight off, “I’m watching soccer now!” And there he hang the phone.

The whole process my dad is beside me. I just complaint to him whatever i wanna say. Fucking furious lor. My close guy friends dun fan me that much as well. And i’m really frightened off by this kind of ppl. I dunno what they want from me, neither do i want to get any close intact with them. Seriously, i dun appreciate this kind of friends.

I’m having a real headache. And i blame my mum for exchanging numbers. But in actual fact, she owes me nothing, not even a reason. I should have direct the problem to myself, WHY SHOULD I EXCHANGE MOBILE NUMBERS WITH HIM IN THE FIRST PLACE?

Super bo liao now~ Went to surf my secondary school class’s msn group. Din notice they posted so many photographs liao…

Many posted their graduation nite events. All formerly dressed, beautifully dolled up. Saw another category – BBQ 2004. This event i missed out. I’m enjoying my holiday in malaysia. According to these photos, 2 of my enemies went. Well~ I’m gonna defence myself, I’M NOT TRYING TO PETTY OVER WHAT HAS HAPPENED, BUT I CHOOSE NOT TO FORGIVE. Phew~ Luckily i’m not there.

Thinking back, we could be very very close friends. Just because of a guy… Jerks…

Many changed a lot… And this give me a inspiration to change. Firstly, i’m gonna cut down on my size bah~ 1 thing at a time… Hahaha~

Artist: Michael Learns To Rock

Title: Take Me To Your Heart

Hiding from the rain and snow

Trying to forget but I won’t let go

Looking at a crowded street

Listening to my own heart beat

So many people all around the world

Tell me where do I find someone like you girl

Chorus

Take me to your heart take me to your soul

Give me your hand before I’m old

Show me what love is – haven’t got a clue

Show me that wonders can be true

They say nothing lasts forever

We’re only here today

Love is now or never

Bring me far away

Take me to your heart take me to your soul

Give me your hand and hold me

Show me what love is – be my guiding star

It’s easy take me to your heart

Standing on a mountain high

Looking at the moon through a clear blue sky

I should go and see some friends

But they don’t really comprehend

Don’t need too much talking without saying anything

All I need is someone who makes me wanna sing

*Repeat Chorus

Have been editing my backpack trip photos for the past few days. Flipped my albums and discover that i din develop some of the past events pictures. Sob! Sob! This shall cost me a big hole in my pocket. Sighh~ (-.-‘”)

Met up with Xing Cai at his workplace. Dinner at Parco Bugis’s Swensen. Ordered my usual favourite, chicken baked rice. In addition, i ordered the teriyaki pizza as well. Hmm~ Seems like ordering this pizza in Swensen isn’t a wise move. It sucks~

Suppose to continue another round of food nearby, but he suggested chilling out at Clarke Quay. Ordered 1 Vodka Sprite for myself and 1 jug of dunno wat for himself. Drink until i get so bloated. Try to “detoxify” myself in the toilet, push the door opened to check anyone in there. Well~ Just right in front of me, that guy pee without locking the door. My hands are like busily trying to get hold of the door knob before it has swing all right open. Man~ I’m too late. I din know i pushed so hard. Before i finally gripped onto the knob, it’s already three quarter open. Man~ I still need to apologise calmly “Sorry…”, pull the door back. When he ws out, he told me the door was spoilt, cannot lock. This is like total rubbish. When i’m inside, there is a latch to lock the door. Wat cannot lock? Simi sai? Must be drunk liao…

Stay at the bar till 2 plus to watch Euro cup, Denmark vs Italy. Too bad the atmosphere wasn’t really that crowded (plus it is a monday), if not that will be an excellent soccer watching ambience.

On call for a Mercede cab back home. I wonder why he always call this driver. But shortly after which i understand. A very young driver in his early 40s. Veri chatty, but chatty in a sense he shared the same topics and frequency like us. He has been crapping a lot and lots of dirty jokes and codes shared around. Funny~

Wake up peacefully in the morning, feel slightly aching in my kidneys area. Well~ I’m always veri concern about me getting the kidney problem. This concern strikes me again… Drink less, have a bland diet… Must remember… (^.^)

I have been like keeping myself so alert and sensitive to mobile ringing sound for the whole day. Keep hearing my mobile phone ringing, but actually it isn’t. Kinda like suffering from ‘Mobile Ringing, Nervous Hiang Syndrome’. They go in, i’m nervous breakdown. Hahaha~

Lester called me at 10 plus last night… Well~ Din picked up the fone in time, MISSED CALL. I quickly called back, but no reply. So gan jiong sial. Somemore called a few times, thought i missed this chance. Sad ah~ Heng heng he called back again… Phew~ He was doing his laundry. Hmm… Lester doing laundry…

Anyway, he nagged abit about me not picking up the fone in time. Btw, he is living at 4th level. Then we go on talking about the food inside. “Sucks!” he said. And that siao kia said “If you (i) really cook, i think you cook nicer than them.” I asked him “Xin ku ma?” (whether is it draining?), he replied “So far still ok… Just jogging only. Still light.” We like machine gun, blah blah blah veri fast. Time is so precious.

We were kinda interrupted by 1 incident: “Fuck! Shit! I think i drop my swimming trunks downstair.” Lester said. Well~ Of coz, he nearly did. But somehow it hangs at the latch or wat, so SAVED! Then the most interesting thing is their bathing session. I kpo lah, asked him about the toilet. He said “It’s OPEN CONCEPT” Hahaha~

Lester did saw some familiar faces inside: Zhi Wei and Chun Hwee. People like Alvin seems to belong to a different company. So far din see him yet. Then Jackey live next-door to Lester’s bung. Haha~ They got one another, so fortunate… Jackey called Laily instead. Let’s see whether Laily has anything to write in her blog.

P/S: Our Mr Kenny Hong Weixiong is in today… (T.T)