3月8日的星期一早上,8点20分,我在同一个bus-stop看到他。刚开学的他,对他而言,也只是一个新学期的开始。对我,今天一见,是我一天最美好的开始。

他剪了一头短发,身穿白色上衣,蓝色长裤,背着一个小背包。样子虽然很fresh,但却也露出了疲倦的一面 – 打了个哈欠…

我们就像陌生人一样,擦身而过。

I’m ultimately excited… i saw my secondary school’s english teacher. She is the one who followed us up frm sec 3, make us run around the field becoz we are not responsive enuff in her class, ask us to act in front of the whole class for those close passages in the textbk, do a lot of vocal training for presentation, make us read books and tons of books…

We hate her but love her as well~ Still remember i cried in her arms during the release of my ‘O’ level result… I’m those border-line case, C5 – C6… But i manage to score a B4.

Her english classes are pressurising lessons. We are like dead logs sitting in the class. Forever dead and quiet. Always can’t keep up to her ‘live and energetic’ way of teaching. Miss those good old days~

Me and ruixiang did a veri bad thing during the perlim period. We skip her tutorial lesson. Just run away like tat~ She even questioned me the next day. Well~ This is wat she say:

Veeran: Lay Hiang, can you please explain why are you not in the class yesterday?

Me: Erm… Erm… (Haf been thinking, tat’s my first time in my whole secondary school life i skip classes, and den ganna caught, suai~)

Veeran: I’m so disappointed wif you. You better gif me a good reason. Go back to ur seat.

I feel so embarrased. Feel gulity for wat i haf done. I actually lied to her tat i went back early for revision. But but!!! For Maths revision. She din go on digging for more. Tat was a relief… Deep inside me i noe where i haf been doing after i reached home… I slept throughout the whole afternoon… Did no Maths, did no English. Nothing~

I miss those prelims and ‘O’ level periods. Those hardships tat we went through. No TVs, no time to sleep, revisions all day long, studying at macDonald wif my gang till as late as 10pm… Next day the same routine.

Especially during tat D&T; (Design and Technology) submission period, we even got to go back to school @ 8pm to let our teacher comment on our portfolio.

Gathered for dinner at Holland Village. Umm… Get most of travel things settle. Places, time frame, people are set.

Still need to do a lot of researches to make sure we noe where we wanna go, how shld we proceed. Many of the decisions haf to make on the spot… Well~ Challenging…

Looking forward to it…

SCORPIO WOMAN

A simple woman who always show what kind of a moods she is in. You can tell right way if she up set, or if she is flirting with you. She displays herself with her act much more than trying to say it for it’s in her character.

A Scorpio woman has her own mysterious personality. She is confident and deep down inside she is quite proud of herself. She hates to think she is borne a woman and so limiting her with a certain social acceptable rules. She is a real woman and despite her innocent and childish looks, she has a spirit of free soul. Many men will make mistake if they think she is a good follower, they are wrong.

She thinks being a plain simple housewife is boring. She likes to have power and control over other people, but this will be only her secret, so you will only see a cute woman. Every things she does will look good, and she has all the woman’s trick you can think of. She can manipulate men without they knowing it.

If you think she going to do everything you say because she loves you, then you will be disappointed. She could be a little tomboyish and she can understand you by just looking in your eyes. You may say sweet words which could sweep any woman, but not with the Scorpio woman. She will use her X-ray eyes reading your thought of what you just said or what you are going to say. She always smile and she can really hide her feeling.

She will constantly show you that she loves freedom. If she has freedom, she will not leave you, but will even love you more. If she wants something, she will do everything to get it. She has her own sixth sense of people and you can feel that energy feed back when you around her. She likes a man who can earn her respect, and she will also respect and feel proud of that man. A man with power over her should not threat or challenge her confident. She likes to have a good looking , strong and healthy man especially if she start to compare with her friends’ boyfriends. It is a plus if he hold a degree or a good career.

She is a hot lady. She likes heavy music. She either loves or hates, there are no “fond of”, or “like” for her. Love has no “may be”, or “perhaps”. If she is real mad, she will trash and throw things. Her wind storm can sweep all her dishes and you could get accidentally hit on your head for this matter. Be calm, it is just your grand mother favorite china for she has good quality as much as her bad tempered.

Sometimes she shows her weakness, but it won’t be long. She will put herself together and back to be that hot chili again. If she loves you, it will be no matter what other people may say. Her relationship will be more important than what is right or wrong. Because of this reason, you may know some scorpio woman become a second wife, a mistress.

She is spoil, but she allows her love one to over power her. Dating this woman, you should not keep old love letters in your pocket or in your house. It could be a love letter 2 years ago, but never mind she will argue about this since this is a big deal for a suspicious woman. Remember she has a temper of the shrew.

If you play a cold war with her, she will treat you likewise and double it. If you stood her up once, she will stood you up 2-3 times. She is quite fair in justice, so she can accept your apologies as much as she can pretend to accept things for now and wait for a pay back revenge in the future. If you are nice to hear, she will double that to you as well . A real fair woman.

She likes to make and spent money. She likes to have fame and reputations, and never let herself broke and have no name at the same time. She is too proud and will not accept status of being “Poor”. She loves to have face, so if you are a manager with small salary, she will be proud more than more money being a truck driver. She hates to think and she can not stand a feeling of being a “Nobody”.

If you like her, play a little hard to get. This will excite her a bit. When you go out on a date, set your schedule, but do not let she knows that you have planned this for weeks. Always go to pick her up on time or better to go 5-10 minutes early.

My company’s network card die off… I cannot connect to the internet to do my research. Sian… Hope it can be ready by tml…

Becoz of this, i haf been trying veri hard to keep myself awake in the late evening. Well~ So i did the ‘nodding’ stunt lor… Price to pay for this? A knock in my head against the table top, followed by a big ‘BANG’ sound. Embarrassing leh…

Some more i think i’m still in the dreamy stage, i say i heard some noise. Immediately walk away from my seat. How could i possibly hear any noise when i’m pugging my earphones tightly into my ears? Must be sleep talking again…

Anyway, today there is this “Ummm…” sound in the company. Just like a person acknowlege or agree wif wat u say, den he goes “Umm…”. Throughout the day…

Well~ Well~ Pretty free now… Haf been watching tat taiwan cartoon liang zhu… Quite touching. But the animation is quite similar to the mulan’s style… Not unqiue enuff to say it’s taiwan production. But i haf heard, the animation is done in china. Sob! Sob! Wanted to upload it to my web host, but 318MB. Cannot support ah…

A couple of funny things tat happened~

1) My dad fetched me to work yesterday. In the vehicle, i tried to bring up the backpacking issue to him. I reminded him the duration tat i will most prob be away. Den he oso reply veri gently, “A… Dun go can anot? Ur mum asks u nt to go.” I started to tease him, “Is this ur opinion or mum’s opinion?” He kept quiet. Until the moment i’m alighting, he said again, “If u are to ask ur mum, ur mum will surely point the finger at me.” I laugh at this stupid conversation. Both my parents are like pushing the responsibilities ard, trying all their mights o change my decisions. Yet on the other, they don’t really wanna to fuse me up. Funny couple~

2) I was told to change my water bottle by my lor soh dad. Previously is those soft drinks water bottle, approxi 550ml. Now?! 1.25 litres capacity de water bottle. Wat leow… Veri heavy leh… It’s so big and fat in my bag. And i fill them to the brim… U noe my xin ku?

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Competition is finally over!!! Hurray…

Tat 6 hours is a real stress. Tat NYP guy… Kaoz… Gif me the yan shen like saying ‘hi’ when he see me first thing in the morning. Funny lor… Yucks… Hair stand… Anyway, NYP will be a bygone. Hahaha~ Move on, man!

Have been a lot of chats abt the backpacking thing… Excited… Anyway, my dad (the king) agrees, so i dun haf much problem… Main thing is to save up now…

You have this friend since elementary and after college the both of you never talk to each other or call each other anymore. But she is someone really special to you, and you’re someone very special to her too..

5 years later you receive a phone call from her…

“Hi Michelle, I’ll visit you” she said.

“Hi, Leah, when?” you asked her.

“Just wait for me” she replied….

It seems weird but you prepared for her coming anyway. One rainy night you heard a knock on the door. And you’re surprised to see that it’s your friend, Leah. Losing touch for 5 yrs. is long so the both of you talked about everything. The both of you even went to your room upstairs. Suddenly there’s a blackout So the 2 of you talked in candle light. Then the phone rang…..

“I’ll just get the phone downstairs” you said since there’s no phone upstairs.

“No…. don’t get it, we’re in the middle of our girl talk” she said.

“It might be important,” you said.

“Okay if you say so, but promise me you’ll be back..” she said.

So you promised her a million times that you’ll be back.

Then you ran downstairs to answer the phone…

“Hello,” you said.

“Hi, is this Michelle?” the person in the other line asked.

“Yeah,” you said wondering who is it…

“I called on behalf of Leah’s family, they had a tragic accident and her parents are in the hospital right now…” he continued.

“And Leah?” you asked forgetting that Leah is upstairs.

“She died..” he said, then he hanged up.

You slowly put the phone down and looked at the long stairs…

WOULD YOU GO BACK? As you promised…

Suffer frm some BLUES thingy. Sudden dull and moody feeling.

I haf been so afraid to go to the toilet lately. Haf been thinking abt Vivian’s encounter. I haf actually posted it in the ITP Complaints blog. But all of it wasn’t reflected. Even the comment din work out. So this is what happened:

Anyway, Vivian received a call frm sumone. She din picked up. So it’s a missed call. The missed call record shows “Frm HELL” or sumthing like tat… Not numbers, but words… So she called to check for voice messages. And there a lady said in cantonese “Sorry ah~ I’m not able to contact u becoz i lost my head. When i find mine, i shall contact u again!”

So i haf been thinking abt head flying around in my office toilet. I’m jus afraid to open my cubicle’s door after my bizness, and there, a head floating in the mid-air. Den i scare the lights flicks. Plus plus we always hear a “thup! thup!” water drip sound at the first cubicle. Plus plus water runs profusely frm the tap… Doors banging open and close… Kaoz~

Erm… U noe? U got so many horror movies’ scenes in ur mind. Even nothing really happened, u jus freak out.

Jacky Yang Jia Jie~ Me gonna chop u up… Humph~

Today went to TP for WSC competition briefing. Erm… Very stressful. We need to draw lots to decide on our sitting area. I’m lucky! Sit at last row, corner seat. Phew~ And Serene is jus 1 seat away frm me…

A… Ganna dian by this NYP guy frm this briefing. Sian… Long time no this “thub!thub!” feeling. Legs haf been shaking abit… I haf been imgaine too much. But this is something that excites me today! His back view and his hair resembles GOH CHEE WEI – some one whom i noe of 2 years back during work. Front?! Not really handsome, but appealing lor… Ai yar… I tink it just becoz it resembles CHEE WEI. Well~ I haf actually too much to say, too much to relate, but i shall keep it short here. Anyway, it’s OVERJOYED!

On the way back home, talk abt lots of stuff… Haf been thinking back abt yr 1 first sem. Ppl are so fresh and curious abt each other. Seems to haf a lot of happy moments, mixing ard, talking crap, etc… Some haf left a BLACK STAIN in me. And i’m disgusted with. Not to pin-point on any incident or ppl, but they change my perspective. They left such a great impact on me, and i feel dirty, polluted. I haf reminded myself, bygones are bygones.

Going for a tour after attachment. A few arrangements are going on. 2 plans are drawn out. 1: Go Pulau Redang and others for a week. 2: Backpack in malaysia for 3 weeks… Hahaha~ Excited yoz! But need to save up now yor…