Still working on the design… More to be added on! New Year new look…
Just wish everyone a HAPPY NEW YEAR!
And this is so far, the shun yan layout and combination. Keke~
Haf been going for New Year visiting these 2 days… Tired… Only manage to see them once in a year. Sigh… Everyone seems to haf his or her own story to tell. Family stories especially. A lot of thoughts flood into my mind.
Some talk about their unfilial sons and daughters-in-law, some talk about their brothers and sisters, some talk about money issues. And I’m sick and tired of the ugly sides of human…
Dun feel excited at all this year. On the surface, maybe a ‘Yes’, but I feel more or less different.
And I thought I could play with my aunt’s dog today. But he died a couple of months ago. Tears filled my aunt’s eyes when she is telling my mum about this. I silently sit at the stool, trying hard to hide my sadness, swallowing my tears. I just feel so helpless when I encounter all these life and death thing.
I own a dog and I know how my aunt feels. And I’m veri sure I shall lose my senses if Pi Pi is gonna leave me. Sad…
Well… Tml i gotta work in NUH. But looking forward to sunday’s visit @ Leon’s hse. I’m gonna buy a watermelon there. Yum Yum!
Yesterday went Chinatown with Laily, Kenny and Xing Cai. Weird combination. Erm… Raining lor… So nobody one. Neber shop in the rain before. It has also been a long time i ever drenched myself in the rain. Fun! Thank you for all ur company. Heez~
Haf been held down by Xing Cai downstair, giving me advice on my problem. Erm… I tink it doesn’t help. Me simply din haf any feelings to talk about relationship. Perhaps, i’m emotionally stable yesterday. Hahaha~ I just head back home and sleep like a log. No single thought abt anything. Cool rite?!
And rainy days… Haf been seeing a lot of cockroaches. Nah… (T.T)
A… Did anyone tune in to 98.7FM today? At ard 12:45pm to 12:54pm? I dedicated BLUE’s song, U Make Me Wanna, to all the SP DMMT students who are hafing their attachment. Hahaha~ Heng heng ganna selected. Phew…
Today quite a bit of holiday mood. We have been going back to school for lunch. We even ask our boss to send us to school. Crazy us! But having real lots of fun! And we happily late for at least 30 to 45 minutes. Hahaha~ On our way back, me, Laily, Jean, Karen form our own team – S.H.I.T. Our manager-in-charge is Serene. Ppl S.H.E. we S.H.I.T. cool rite?!
S = Stupid Jean
H = Horny Hiang
I = Idiotic Bong
T = Tai tai Karen
Then we haf been practising the self-introduction parts. The most common one is: “Hallo everybody! We are S.H.I.T.!” Then to each individual introduction. Initially thought of giving the colleagues a surprise. Let our manager leads the way, push open the door, and then we pose and shout out our grp name. But dunno whether is our boss in, so we drop this idea. We are afraid that the boss asks us not to come tml onwards. Hahaha~ It’s all crap lah.
But real funny working with all these siao char bor.Everyday, we will each share some cold humour, talk rots, gossip, thinking where to eat, thinking how to “seduce” the boss and LO. Hahaha~ Previously our LO, Tim R, wanna come on the Monday. So we gang up together, those who haf low-cut wear low-cut, those who haf mini skirt wear mini skirt. Hahaha~ And all of us did! Erm… Disappointing is Tim R din manage to turn up. Sigh…
Haben been sleeping till now. Damn tired and wear out…
Thank you, Kenny… If not i may haf fallen into deep snory sleep…
Today went to Nature Park Office at Thomson Road. Wha… Super deserted. Need to pass thru some golf course. They are simply beautiful. Big and wide. Hmm… If i can haf a restort of my own, jus like the golf course, i will be tanning frm day to nite. Cool~
Then, rush back to work in NUH. Saw Qin’s parents. At first still not veri sure whether am i rite, but after asking where are their residential address, i can CONCLUDE- I’M RITE… Heez~
Friday…. Hurray! Looking forward for Chinese New Year and the steamboat and Laily’s birthday and my BLACKMAN and my WHITEMAN. Hahaha~
Erm… Learn a lot these few days, especially how to use Illustrator. Some of the things are not taught. And i’m veri sure, i get to noe a little bit more each day. And i can listen to FM while doing my work… Hahaha~
Haf been thinking wild these few days. Abt my dreams, abt the new year, abt HIM… Floodings of different issues and matters. Arghh… Let’s talk abt dreams… Heez~
First dream:
Dream of myself being possess by another spirit. I wanted her to leave my body. And i haf been struggling hard to talk. Then tat ‘she’ also wanted to talk. She said out some terms, but in conclusion, she doesn’t want to leave my body. In the end, she disfigured me by slicing my face wif knife. Blood gushing out and stuff. This is terrible…
Second dream:
This is the most ridiculous one. I dreamt that i’m a whore. And i haf been drive by a guy to different places to meet my so-call ‘clients’. Damn… So disgusting to say them… I dunno where the heck i got tis ‘inspiration’ to dream of this. A total crap man. Idiot!
3rd day of ITP… Though 3rd day of ITP, but seems like ans feels like we belong to one company – da sense of belonging.
Today do layout of the screen captures into comic format. Interesting. Learn sumthing oso. Cool… And i haf stuff my drawers wif all the food and drinks and tissue paper… Heard that we are being paid for $400. Nah… Pretty expected. And erm… Ever since the first day, we are already embarking on real projects, so feel slightly stress up, but quite occupied.
Colleagues they are fine. And we haf 1 particular colleague graduates from DMMT. Well… He “speak evil” (actually gossip) abt other lecturers in school. Like Keneath Seah, Tim R… That’s funny…
2nd day of ITP, fine… Doing some photo editing for the pictures i captured yesterday. Heez~ The moment i sit in front of the computer, i feel like sleeping. Idiot. Damn it!
After work, receive a sudden call frm Xing Cai (primary school frend). Well… Meet up wif him in City Hall to eat dinner. Then shop for my ‘food gourmet’ in Carrefour. Bought a lot of tibits and drinks. Hmm… Yummy… During our conversation, happen to noe tat he broke off frm his girlfrend. Sad… Another broke off case. Can’t life be better and smoother?
Shortly, leaving Carrefour, I saw Bong’s price cahrming. Hahaha~ Quickly call her to report. Then me and him go Chinatown. Its been long time i hang out wif him. Remember the very last time is secondary 1 december. Goodness… Chinatown is really packed. But the atmosphere and the ambience there really make u feel like u are celebrating new year. I spot some tee- shirts as cheap as $5. Gonna grab them when i return.
Then we took bus number 197 back to Jurong. ZX gets up the bus at Bukit Merah. I roughly noe is him. But onli went forward to say bye when i reach my stop. Sigh… Haf been talking to Xing Cai about the guy i like. Nah… Jus to ensure and make sure that no other wrong impression i haf left him. Used to like Xing Cai. Primary school ideal boyfrend. But now, I haf my target change to HIM. Every stage of my education, i haf one, one that makes me feel so unforgetable. Still remember before HIM is Xing Cai. But after HIM, i din find anyone better. I have crushes, but usually short…
Better record down who i like:
1) Xing Cai (primary school classmate)
2) HIM
3) Zhi Wei (working colleague in Taka)
3) Blackman (for admiring purpose)
So far these… I started to lost count… Hahahaha~
Today is my first attachment. Not feeling tat rebelious, tat disatifying as compared to the day of interview. The boss is quite nice lah… And our supervisior shows her softer side.
We can wear basically anything. Dun wear cannot lah… Heez… 3/4 pants, tees, sandals… Shiok sial… Gonna picnic in my office. I have 2 drawers. So me gonna keep chocolate, tibits, sweets and instant food.
Eat at the food court somewhere near my company. The food taste sucks. I miss the food in FC6. Intended to go back tml. We shall see how the heaven arrange us…
By the way, I’m doing screen capture (print screen) for flash animations. They intend to export the pix and layout them into a book. By the way, they teaching chinese huh! Can u imagine how difficult our life is? all rusty le…
Nothing much to complain… More to come in the 4 months. Hahaha~
Starting ITP tml… Erm… Today i mean.
Cannot sleep now. I dunno how it will be like. So sian.
Anyway, gambatek everyone! We shall get through the stupid 4 months…
Well… Well… Serene gossips with me on the way back home after work. She is telling me who matches me in the whole DMMT. Got 3 to 4 names who matches me in the entire course. Hahaha~ Funny to find some in the list, but generally quite expected. I shall put them in my waiting ‘boys’ list bah. Hahaha~ Becoz this is a confidential information, the names shall not be disclosed. Heez~
Received a mms today… From tat JACKY! Hmm… He took a pix of me the last day of our chalet, on the journey in the train. I was like sleeping so ugily. Nah… I shan’t describe how ugly it is, spoilt my image!
Yesterday saw my grandparents and my 6th uncle in NUH. I tink my grandparents are coming for medical appointments in the clinic. I bet they din saw me. Roughly for the entire 10 yrs, din go to their house for chinese new year, nor any celebrations, nor phone calls. My dad had a big quarrel yrs back, and he fobids us to keep in touch wif his parents. Still in contact with the other uncles and aunts, but not his parents. Hmm… Others did ask me ‘DON’T YOU WANNA CHANGE THE CURRENT SITUATION? DON’T YOU WANNA DO SOMETHING TO BREAK ALL THESE COLD WAR?’ But seriously saying, I”M BY MY DAD”S SIDE. He is right…