Planned to take half day leave initially. But then,my colleague who is supposed to be back from Japan intend not to come back to work until tml. So, i haf to stay in the office to answer their phone calls most of the time.
And surprisingly, she is back after lunch hour to settle Peter’s accomodation to KL. Heez~
Later in the evening will be meeting out with the gang. Hope to see them and that stupid bong soon… (^.^)
I noe i sound sugu~ But my guy-to-be neber appear leh… Dunno where he runs to?! Must be to a wrong gal’s dream. Ben dan~ Wahaha~
I Can Call Him Mine – Tata Young
It was only a matter of time
Before I got tired of your way
I tried to make you fire,
But you were only ice
And you didn’t seem to wanna change
So then I looked at someone new
And he was looking back at me too
Saw that I was hurt
Knew just what to say
Knew just how to push the pain away
You know I need stability
And you know you can’t give it to me
[Chorus]
My sun may never rise the way it did with you
And he may never kiss me the way that you’d do
But at least he makes me feel like a part of his life
At least he doesn’t make me cry
I know I can call him mine
Though when I call him on the phone
I never feel butterflies
I know that I can trust
He’ll always give me love
And I know mine will grow for him in time
He tells me that I’m beautiful
And I never ever heard that from you
He doesn’t cause me pain
Tears falling like the rain
And though I’m still in love with you
You know I need stability
[Chorus]
It wasn’t easy letting go but I know I had to think of the long run and say goodbye
And find someone who appreciates me even though even though… …
My sun may never rise the way it did with you
And he may never ever kiss me the way that you’d do, that you’d do… …
[Chorus]
The sun may never rise again like it did with you
And he may never ever kiss me the way you’d do
But at least he makes me feel like I’m a part of his life
He doesn’t make me cry
Doesn’t make me cry
He doesn’t make me cry
I know I can call him mine
Woken up from a damn sweet dream… I just lay flat on my bed for the next 2 hours thinking all about it. Feel as though i’m the happiest woman in the whole world.
Dream of my guy-to-be. I cannt see the face, but i noe who he is. Because he has never treat me like this in the real world, i treasure the moment wif him in my dream. Feel being loved and protected…
It’s good to be in dream. A place where you say what you dun dare to, a place where you do things you are not allowed to.
See you tonight in my dream… Heez~
It’s often pleasant to let people noe that he/she is appreciated, or he/she has made a little difference in your life. I feel ‘appreciated’ by 2 people today. Thank you… (n.n) I’m deeply touched.
See here…
Friday was a gathering with my ITP company. Man~ Not much change among the ex-colleagues. So much so, we still talk as much as we do in the past. They never fail to keep us entertained. Great gathering i would say~
Just finished the movie, The Village, with Lester. Eh~ More of a suspense and thriller than a horror movie. The twist is excellent. And you only noe what’s actually going on at the last 10min of the show. But when you noe what has actually happened, i think you will go wif a big “HUH?!” Shan’t talk too much, just in case some wanted to watch it.
Ended my weekend real early… Shall be turning in early…
Just came back from Banana’s house. Suddenly miss her so much in the morning, and i decided to take my initiative to message her.
Bring my dog along to her house. Haha~ She miss Ah Pi lots. It’s been a long time we last talk. Well~ I remember the last time was during my birthday.
I brought her all those backpack photos to her house, wanting to tell her more. She showed me hers, during the last few semster in poly. Kinda distant… As we no longer communicate with our souls. Instead we let the pictures do the talking.
She used to be my everything… My shadow, my friend, my companion and my family… She is my study mate in poly, even we are from different faculty. Everything lasted as long as the entire year 1 and part of the year 2~ I can hardly remember how things drift each apart.
I’m gulity for the drift,
I’m gulity for not anticipating in your life.
The thought of leaving you a gift or a card secretly,
Has made me imagine the way you looked surprised.
I can never buy you what we have lost,
Neither do i have the ability to bring us back in time.
Perhaps one day,
We can fulfiled what we have committed,
To live with each other side-by-side.
Or perhaps just one day,
You and i,
Will rock our old chairs,
Recalling stories under the bright moonlight.
Receive a real early sms from the camp – Mr Lester Chan… (-.-‘”) He was telling me tat he may ganna guard duty because he signed on the wrong arm squad book.
And me? Today my colleague, Fanny, has her official holidays. My 2 bosses going to KL this afternoon. So i’m left all alone. Jennifer will be back tomorrow while Peter will onli be back after the National Day break.
Blur me~ I left Jennifer’s room keys in Jennifer room. Now that she has locked the room, i have no way to access. Damn~ Tomorrow still need to go Jennifer’s room to backup server. Ganasai… How to go in now huh? Peter locks his room as well. I haven clear his cups… Later got a lot of ants how?
Received the graduation package just yesterday… Sparing my tickets to Laily and Wirna. My parents wont be attending… I think like that better. Dun haf to keep them entertained at all time.
Well~ Just 2 more weeks before the graduation. Could you ppl take the day off and celebrate after the ceremony? (^.^)
Just had my lunch with my dearest colleagues.
Din join in their conversation much during lunch time. Most of the time i’m just listening and then followed by a smile. But today slightly different…
They did ask me if i’m attached. I say ‘Nope’. Well~ They keep on blahing and telling me the legend and myths in the company.
If you joined the company when your status is “attached”, most probably, you will ended up marrying your partner. But den, if your status is “single”… Haha~ You will remain single throughout your service in this company. Man~ So pathetic…. Heez~ Then my company hor, no company couples one leh… Strange enough.
So they say, maybe if one person like me (the freshman) can break the curse, then i shall be credited. Haha~ But within office are all old and married man. Still, the grassland outside are greener. Heez~
But i’m really surprise to find more than 70% of the female population married and has at least 1 kid.
Not much people update their blogs. Very sian sial~ But i manage to read thru some of the past entries each posted and their responses.
You people are damn cute and adorable. So innocent and talk cock. Perhaps, this is a privilegde of living as an student. Love ya~ (^.^)
Watched Brotherhood at GV Plaza. Din expect it to be ‘Selling fast’ after so long. Luckily Lester booked online. 5th row from the front though, but still alright.
Ganasai… I use up the whole of 1 pack of tissue throughout. Cry until like dunno wat… From the start to the end. Becoz i noe wat’s the ending like, so kinda look at the movie differently. I carefully observe how zhang dong jian protects over yuan bin. Kinda aches at times for his spirit to die for his brother. Especially when he went mad at the last stage and became a communist, i realised how much yuan bin meant for himself and the family.
There is bloodshed and chaos in each war. And wars change one personality and perspective of life. You would never know how terrible the situation will be, how trusty one can be as well. I hope none of these days will come.
Dinner at Shima Aji. Gave them a treat after receiving my first pay. Hope everyone enjoyed. But the service is real damn bad. Wonder wat are they doing. We have already showed them our dissatisfaction, yet they din make an effort to take note of our needs. Still those silly mistakes made. Food not served even we ordered and wrote down in black and white. Funny restaurant indeed.
Last chilling out at CitiLink’s Pacific Coffee. Many get tippsy after they ice blended fruit drinks, kinda super talk cock even at the Shima Aji. Well~ This is the way to maintain relax man~ Haha~ But all KO very early as well, i also cannot make it liao.
Talk to Xing Cai when i’m back. He told me about ‘Choco and Nuts’. ‘Choco and Nuts’ are the initial of the 2 gals he get to know. Both are malaysians and are room-mates. Really a duo qing zhong. Forever spreading his love seedlings everywhere. But he goes all the way with what he wants, dun really care wat others comment. To him, relationship is 2 people thingy.
Well~ On my part, i told him my little story. People like me, leave all kinds of emotion on the face. I’m just as transparent as a clear sheet of plastic, no depth, what you see is what you get. Heez~ But certain stuff, it still a better idea to keep to oneself. Just in case you made a wrong move, you wont be penalised and marked down by everyone, and can be easily erased from one’s memory. I think in the perspect of both welfare not onli for my pride and face issue. I think none will love to have a 不被祝福的恋情… …