我的錯 – B . A . D .
飛機已離開機場
妳選擇了前往妳的方向
不再迷惘
忘了我們愛的過往
忘了我給妳的傷
學會堅強
從前的我不懂妳犧牲多大
為我失去朋友不講
還放棄了所有夢想
覺得沒怎樣
不會將心比心去想
讓妳慢慢慢慢失去了希望
能不能夠再給我機會好好的愛妳
我會仔細的聆聽
妳對我說的一言一語
我會學會去控制脾氣不讓妳傷心
對妳好好的去珍惜
請妳相信我的心還是愛妳
我想再重來一次
回到過去彌補妳的傷
沒那種事
怎麼做才能夠停止
後悔竟傷妳如此
不再放肆
為何總到失去才懂的難過
當妳在我身邊的時候
總是為我默默守候
都是為我的錯
錯過這難得的擁有
就讓妳愛我的心慢慢溜走
能不能夠再給我機會好好的愛妳
我會仔細的聆聽
妳對我說的一言一語
我會學會去控制脾氣不讓妳傷心
對妳好好的去珍惜
請妳相信我的心還是愛妳
Friday went to IKEA for a weekend shopping… But in the end, lost my wallet @ tat area. This is dunno the how many times already. Most of the times i drop it, one or two times it was stolen. Poor me… The most stupid thing is: i onli discover it the next morning, when i intend to go out… Lucky me, OCBC bank called me up half way thru my job. She told me someone found my wallet near the anchor point foodcourt. So she put me thru the person who is still holding the line. This person is one of the foodcourt drink store helper. Thank god!
Not much lost this time round. I onli put $2 bucks in there. And i dun bother to withdraw money. Cash is gone. Lost my cashcard. But never mind, inside onli left a few cents. And i dun bother to top-up oso. Conclusion is: the person who got my wallet will think that this gal is a poor chap. Hahahaha~
By the way, can you guys gif be suggestion on how to be more cautious not to loss my wallet again? I’m scolded by my dad becoz of this. Sian… So naggy… His face jit tao black black…
Yesterday vday… Received 2 missed phone calls from Xing Cai. Wanted to meet me up for dinner. But i onli discover it 1 hr later. So he is on his way back home. Pai seh! Pai seh!
I just haf a craving for movie tat nite, any movie. And i gif a try to call HIM.
Me: Halo? Is so-and-so at home?
His Family: Who are you?
Me: I’m his friend.
Him: Halo?
Me: A! Wanna go catch a movie?
Him: A… I’m meeting up wif my frendz later leh…
Me: Orh… Ok lor… Bye bye!
See?! I haf tried… Frendz is so much important to HIM. Why his last minute phone calls work for me, but my last minute calls dun work for HIM? Not fair! He dun like to be tied down. Well~ I shall let HIM free…
And i got 1 vday gift frm Karen. Thanks… (^.^)
*/edited: Read other’s blog. Gotta know how others celebrated their vday, how they feel and think about vday. Some are really ridic. Haha~ Dunno what they are up to…/*
Happy Valentine Day to everyone…
And erm… I haf actually created another blog at this address:
https://www.itpcomplaint.blogspot.com
By the title, you should know what the hell this is about. I really dun wish to dirty my current blog, so i created another one… Heez~ And erm… I’m not done wif the comment box yet, so please be patience wif me…
1 last thing: People wif the same ITP company wif me, dun surf this website (itpcomplaint) during work. I dun wan ganna trace and stuff and ganna all those unnessary problems. I’m a hypocrite! Haha~
I lied… Sorry to my parents… I haven been taking my medicine for at least a week. I lied to u that I’m finishing them. I should haf taken my own initiative.
Well~ In order not to dirty my blog, I decided not to mention anything about my ITP. Maybe just a summary bah. IT JUST SUCKS!
Haf been facing quite a number of problems lately. Firstly, I really dun haf time for myself, no life… Secondly, WSC competition is just around the corner, I’m still not familiar with the test format and mac computer. Thirdly, haf been throwing temper at my parents when they try to wake me up. Both of them volunteer to pack my breakfast in a disposable plastic bag every morning. I appreciate it. And I apologize for what I haf done. Lastly, I think I need to be left alone at times. Too sian wif all the people around.
Today haf been laughing too much…
Firstly, is abt PENG – a guy frm NUH. Well~ We haf been match-making him to Laily. This guy is really good. Personality wise, from what i noe him, he is very blabbly, very responsible, very out-going, humorous enuff… But wat i describe is not the main issue.
We went to NUH specially to meet him up for lunch. He veri ON one… Hahaha! Too bad~ We are late, he has taken his lunch… Den we haf benn crapping abt those stupid stupid impossible scenario. Laugh till our fullest. And Bong, dun tell me u dun feel nervous lor. I’m sure i did u make u feel so. As we are approaching nearer and nearer to our destination…. Ahahahha~ We haf been joking abt the babies Laily may haf… Each wif different guy. So this shall describe her bah…
“What’s the difference between biology and sociology?
When the baby looks like his dad or mom, then it is biology.
When the baby looks like the neighbor, then it is sociology.”
Den Jacky~ Muz haf been asking is my bf (you). Kaoz~ Den i tell him ur sis (bong) is here. Haha~
Thanks to those who make my days full of laughters. Luv ya~
Yesterday went gym at Choa Chu Kang. Workout for around 45 min. I think is not enough. If wanna really slim down… Eh… Need to do more homework. Last time still can run 3rd in a cross-country team but now… Haiz… Fat sial… Yue lai yue bu man yi my figure. Hahahaha~
Just a sudden thought tat pops up. Because something happened and I sense something. So this is what I’m gonna express:
Because I ended my previous one,
Because I met you,
Because of my feelings to you,
We have dragged this “relationship” for years.
Relationship maybe a strong word to define our ties,
But you know what’s going on…
I have contradicting feelings and comments about you,
Sorry for my suspiciousness,
Sorry for the lack of mutual trust.
I lost faith,
And I guess, I nearly lost you…
That’s why I told myself to keep my door open,
So that I won’t have a chance to cry at the dead-end ally.
But I slowly discovered,
I have never done so.
People have been entering at different points,
Yet I told myself – ‘They are just interesting people who came into my life’.
You are my main stream,
The others are just my electives.
My door has not been opened for others,
And I really hope the person who does is you.
Forgive me if others come in with the duplicate keys,
They deserve their chances…
With me…
Still very contradicting. Kaoz… I’m neither unhappy nor sad. Just a thought to put down…
Go to this site: www.astprince.com/english/sushi/indexe.html
This is all my analysation:
Love – Crab Egg Salad: Long for romantic love
Money – Tamago: Like buying your friends gifts
Career – Anago: You set high goals, long for fame, you are persistent and diligent
Family – Yellow Tail: Your mood swings easily, your demands keep changing, you feel annoyed about your family
Wish – Salmon: Wish to break through yourself
Well~ I tink this is quite true…
Ai yo~ So heng… I saw HIM jus now at Jurong. So we take bus 176 hm. Well~ He, as usual, going to dunno which frend hse. I kao beh to HIM that I can’t find him for Laily’s BBQ. Maybe he see my face black black, that’s why he keep explaining where he has went during the new year period.
I should feel happy, but I din… Though this is a short meet up but I’m quite relieve to see HIM doing well. Actually I haf a lot to say to HIM, but a sudden sian-ness stops everything. Somebody who is so near yet so far. Haiz…
His appearance today is gonna spoilt my whole nite…
A bit mood swing. Continuation frm last nite. But i’m much better. Those who noe me shld noe. 1 moment i’m sad, the other i’m blabbly talking non-stop. So, u can basically ignore me. Ha~
Today i haf a surprise visit by Karen and Laily. They cum to my hse to chit chat. Gals talk again.
We sing SHE’s songs loudly in my room. Nobody complain. Blasting my hifi also. Haha~ Quite pleasant to get to share some common conversation topics and thoughts. These few days, my life is filled wif these 2 ladies. Funny~ Haha~
Happy 21st Birthday, Bong!
Celebrated her birthday last sunday. Haf been planning stuff wif Karen and Serene. Busy us… Though some of the plans din work out, but we still haf an enjoyable moment, an enjoyable nite. The fun part is when we pour the flour, eggs and glitters onto her. And i still remember Qin gave me a ‘Charcoal Hand Touch’ on my shoulder. Thank u Laily lor… Hug me when i din notice her, and when she is still dirty. Sorry for the absurd, obscene scream. Just can’t control myself. Lester’s mum cake is so damn SOLID. Delicious… Thanks, man… Heez… Haf been staying overnite at Serene’s place. Accompanied by Kenny, Robert, Serene and Laily. Went to eat at 4 plus… Sleep all the way till 12pm. Happy to hear little news here and there. Best wishes to everyone. (^.^)
Monday, went to visit the Body Work Exhibition wif Karen, Christopher and Laily. Very very long queue to the ticket booth. Very very excited. In the end, i feel rather disappointed wif wat i see. Erm… This is an educating exhibit, but i dun feel the reality. It’s more like plastic scultures than human bodies. My most enjoyable part is the foetus exhibits section. One side, it shows the normal growing stages of a foetus. The other side shows the abnormal babies wif all the defects like without top head shell. Yucks… The embryo is oso interesting…
But this morning… Karen and i witnessed an accident on the double decker bus. Both are stunned. We went dumb for the rest of the journey. A car hit into a motorbike. The back passenger (lady) in the motorbike, flew out. Gosh…
Rather a tired day for me. Dunno why. And i become so restless that i go straight to the toilet cubicle and slept there for 5 to 10 min. Oh yah… Went to this So-Food foodcourt at Biopolis, Bouna Vista. This is food heaven to the people like us. I dun remember complaining much abt the food i had at my side. But u should be able to weigh which side taste better.
And me~ Seriously LOVE SICK… I started my routine again. All the sadness came back. Thoughts of changing a target, thoughts of investing my love on some other just came back. I weigh myself again. How much do i weigh inside him? Rather disappointed… Throughout the BBQ, i heard his name quite a number of times. It isn’t tat he din accompanied me to the BBQ tat i’m upset over. I think i just lost him again. Still remember wat Calvin commented on him. Why ppl praise him? Why ppl see his positive sides but nt the negative sides? Is he tat real good?
Fed up~