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Yesterday went Chinatown with Laily, Kenny and Xing Cai. Weird combination. Erm… Raining lor… So nobody one. Neber shop in the rain before. It has also been a long time i ever drenched myself in the rain. Fun! Thank you for all ur company. Heez~

Haf been held down by Xing Cai downstair, giving me advice on my problem. Erm… I tink it doesn’t help. Me simply din haf any feelings to talk about relationship. Perhaps, i’m emotionally stable yesterday. Hahaha~ I just head back home and sleep like a log. No single thought abt anything. Cool rite?!

And rainy days… Haf been seeing a lot of cockroaches. Nah… (T.T)

A… Did anyone tune in to 98.7FM today? At ard 12:45pm to 12:54pm? I dedicated BLUE’s song, U Make Me Wanna, to all the SP DMMT students who are hafing their attachment. Hahaha~ Heng heng ganna selected. Phew…

Today quite a bit of holiday mood. We have been going back to school for lunch. We even ask our boss to send us to school. Crazy us! But having real lots of fun! And we happily late for at least 30 to 45 minutes. Hahaha~ On our way back, me, Laily, Jean, Karen form our own team – S.H.I.T. Our manager-in-charge is Serene. Ppl S.H.E. we S.H.I.T. cool rite?!

S = Stupid Jean

H = Horny Hiang

I = Idiotic Bong

T = Tai tai Karen

Then we haf been practising the self-introduction parts. The most common one is: “Hallo everybody! We are S.H.I.T.!” Then to each individual introduction. Initially thought of giving the colleagues a surprise. Let our manager leads the way, push open the door, and then we pose and shout out our grp name. But dunno whether is our boss in, so we drop this idea. We are afraid that the boss asks us not to come tml onwards. Hahaha~ It’s all crap lah.

But real funny working with all these siao char bor.Everyday, we will each share some cold humour, talk rots, gossip, thinking where to eat, thinking how to “seduce” the boss and LO. Hahaha~ Previously our LO, Tim R, wanna come on the Monday. So we gang up together, those who haf low-cut wear low-cut, those who haf mini skirt wear mini skirt. Hahaha~ And all of us did! Erm… Disappointing is Tim R din manage to turn up. Sigh…

Haben been sleeping till now. Damn tired and wear out…

Thank you, Kenny… If not i may haf fallen into deep snory sleep…

Today went to Nature Park Office at Thomson Road. Wha… Super deserted. Need to pass thru some golf course. They are simply beautiful. Big and wide. Hmm… If i can haf a restort of my own, jus like the golf course, i will be tanning frm day to nite. Cool~

Then, rush back to work in NUH. Saw Qin’s parents. At first still not veri sure whether am i rite, but after asking where are their residential address, i can CONCLUDE- I’M RITE… Heez~

Friday…. Hurray! Looking forward for Chinese New Year and the steamboat and Laily’s birthday and my BLACKMAN and my WHITEMAN. Hahaha~

Erm… Learn a lot these few days, especially how to use Illustrator. Some of the things are not taught. And i’m veri sure, i get to noe a little bit more each day. And i can listen to FM while doing my work… Hahaha~

Haf been thinking wild these few days. Abt my dreams, abt the new year, abt HIM… Floodings of different issues and matters. Arghh… Let’s talk abt dreams… Heez~

First dream:

Dream of myself being possess by another spirit. I wanted her to leave my body. And i haf been struggling hard to talk. Then tat ‘she’ also wanted to talk. She said out some terms, but in conclusion, she doesn’t want to leave my body. In the end, she disfigured me by slicing my face wif knife. Blood gushing out and stuff. This is terrible…

Second dream:

This is the most ridiculous one. I dreamt that i’m a whore. And i haf been drive by a guy to different places to meet my so-call ‘clients’. Damn… So disgusting to say them… I dunno where the heck i got tis ‘inspiration’ to dream of this. A total crap man. Idiot!

3rd day of ITP… Though 3rd day of ITP, but seems like ans feels like we belong to one company – da sense of belonging.

Today do layout of the screen captures into comic format. Interesting. Learn sumthing oso. Cool… And i haf stuff my drawers wif all the food and drinks and tissue paper… Heard that we are being paid for $400. Nah… Pretty expected. And erm… Ever since the first day, we are already embarking on real projects, so feel slightly stress up, but quite occupied.

Colleagues they are fine. And we haf 1 particular colleague graduates from DMMT. Well… He “speak evil” (actually gossip) abt other lecturers in school. Like Keneath Seah, Tim R… That’s funny…

2nd day of ITP, fine… Doing some photo editing for the pictures i captured yesterday. Heez~ The moment i sit in front of the computer, i feel like sleeping. Idiot. Damn it!

After work, receive a sudden call frm Xing Cai (primary school frend). Well… Meet up wif him in City Hall to eat dinner. Then shop for my ‘food gourmet’ in Carrefour. Bought a lot of tibits and drinks. Hmm… Yummy… During our conversation, happen to noe tat he broke off frm his girlfrend. Sad… Another broke off case. Can’t life be better and smoother?

Shortly, leaving Carrefour, I saw Bong’s price cahrming. Hahaha~ Quickly call her to report. Then me and him go Chinatown. Its been long time i hang out wif him. Remember the very last time is secondary 1 december. Goodness… Chinatown is really packed. But the atmosphere and the ambience there really make u feel like u are celebrating new year. I spot some tee- shirts as cheap as $5. Gonna grab them when i return.

Then we took bus number 197 back to Jurong. ZX gets up the bus at Bukit Merah. I roughly noe is him. But onli went forward to say bye when i reach my stop. Sigh… Haf been talking to Xing Cai about the guy i like. Nah… Jus to ensure and make sure that no other wrong impression i haf left him. Used to like Xing Cai. Primary school ideal boyfrend. But now, I haf my target change to HIM. Every stage of my education, i haf one, one that makes me feel so unforgetable. Still remember before HIM is Xing Cai. But after HIM, i din find anyone better. I have crushes, but usually short…

Better record down who i like:

1) Xing Cai (primary school classmate)

2) HIM

3) Zhi Wei (working colleague in Taka)

3) Blackman (for admiring purpose)

So far these… I started to lost count… Hahahaha~

Today is my first attachment. Not feeling tat rebelious, tat disatifying as compared to the day of interview. The boss is quite nice lah… And our supervisior shows her softer side.

We can wear basically anything. Dun wear cannot lah… Heez… 3/4 pants, tees, sandals… Shiok sial… Gonna picnic in my office. I have 2 drawers. So me gonna keep chocolate, tibits, sweets and instant food.

Eat at the food court somewhere near my company. The food taste sucks. I miss the food in FC6. Intended to go back tml. We shall see how the heaven arrange us…

By the way, I’m doing screen capture (print screen) for flash animations. They intend to export the pix and layout them into a book. By the way, they teaching chinese huh! Can u imagine how difficult our life is? all rusty le…

Nothing much to complain… More to come in the 4 months. Hahaha~

Starting ITP tml… Erm… Today i mean.

Cannot sleep now. I dunno how it will be like. So sian.

Anyway, gambatek everyone! We shall get through the stupid 4 months…

Well… Well… Serene gossips with me on the way back home after work. She is telling me who matches me in the whole DMMT. Got 3 to 4 names who matches me in the entire course. Hahaha~ Funny to find some in the list, but generally quite expected. I shall put them in my waiting ‘boys’ list bah. Hahaha~ Becoz this is a confidential information, the names shall not be disclosed. Heez~

Received a mms today… From tat JACKY! Hmm… He took a pix of me the last day of our chalet, on the journey in the train. I was like sleeping so ugily. Nah… I shan’t describe how ugly it is, spoilt my image!

Yesterday saw my grandparents and my 6th uncle in NUH. I tink my grandparents are coming for medical appointments in the clinic. I bet they din saw me. Roughly for the entire 10 yrs, din go to their house for chinese new year, nor any celebrations, nor phone calls. My dad had a big quarrel yrs back, and he fobids us to keep in touch wif his parents. Still in contact with the other uncles and aunts, but not his parents. Hmm… Others did ask me ‘DON’T YOU WANNA CHANGE THE CURRENT SITUATION? DON’T YOU WANNA DO SOMETHING TO BREAK ALL THESE COLD WAR?’ But seriously saying, I”M BY MY DAD”S SIDE. He is right…

I’m back, pals! Have been going for a chalet at Pasir Ris Costa Sand the past 3 days. And now I getting very sleepy… … zzzZZZ

Not much activity on the first day. So all of us turn in early at around 2am. Very surprise to receive phone call from HIM, telling me he is coming for the BBQ. I thought he has forgotten about everything. My immediate response is to rush to the room and tell my frendz about this. Yipee~ By 4am, some donkeys have gotta themselves drunk in other apartment. They sing and shout so loudly in the corridors, waking all up.

Travel back all the way to school for ITP briefing. My frendz have been telling me that I swing my head so vigorously (left to right) that the other travelers sitting beside me, on the train, are like staring at me. Hahaha~ Pai seh…

The ITP briefing is like a waste of time. The lecturer is talking quite a bit of rots here and there. While me, myself prefer the ‘inspiring director’. And our liaison officer, Tim R, has been wasting our time also. He keeps saying about Mediacorp and stuff and FLIRTING as well… Goodness gracious. Last last station is back to Carrefour to make grocery shopping.

Nite time came around, and we gotta our BBQ started real late. We reach the chalet at 7:15pm. Then busily defrosting this and that, cutting meats, washing, starting the fire. My boy arrived at around 7:30pm. Wat lau… I dunno how should I introduce HIM to my frendz and my frendz to HIM. He has been trying to look for Laily the moment he enters. Then he was like looking around see what can he help out… Finally, he settled down by the pit, starting to ‘beng gang’ the food. Well… He challenges me to beng that chicken wings. Send him off at around 11pm. I was asking “where are you approaching to?” He replies going to frend’s house. But but, tomorrow he has school to attend. I started to think did he come all the way for this BBQ then go to his frend’s house somewhere near Pair Ris, then go back to school together the next day. Erm… I feel bad!

Did some housekeeping in the room, washing and throwing of utensils, washing of corridors after everything ends. I prefer doing the cleaning job. Hahaha~ Wake up real early the last day to check out. Not having a good mood… Sleep all the way back home.

World Filled With Love – Craig David

[Verse]

Saw some pictures in the paper,

of a girl I’d met the day before.

I couldn’t believe that hours later,

I had reporters knockin at my door,

But I used to dream about,

the life I’m living now and,

I didn’t think I’d miss those things from the past,

and I’m not afraid of leaving,

or letting go of what I had,

cause I realize that now there’s no turning back.

[Chorus]

Cause I’m caught living in a world filled with love,

so when tear drops fall from me like rain from above,

I can brush my troubles away,

know that deep down inside,

I got sun shining in my life.

[Verse]

I used to think I could get better,

my girlfriends always used to get me wrong.

Some just sent messages, love letters,

but those kinda feelings never lasted long.

Cause now the only love I find’s within a castle made of sand,

and when the tide goes out it’s swept away.

Though I got my peace of mind,

and time is firmly on my side,

and through the battles I can safely say…

[Music Break]

[Chorus]

Cause I mean I’m caught living in a world filled with love,

so when tear drops fall from me like rain from above,

I can brush my troubles away,

know that deep down inside,

I got sun shining in my life.

I’m caught living in a world filled with love,

so when tear drops fall from me like rain from above,

I can brush my troubles away,

know that deep down inside,

I got sun shining in my life.

Yawn… Now i’m in SP, T2054. In fact, many of us here. We will miss the school. Actually it just reminds me tat we are going to part… (T.T)

And another shooping trip for me, Laily and Kenny yesterday. Cheers, pals. (^.^)