4 Years Ago

Wanted to ask my dad the date my cousin passed away all so sudden yesterday, but dunno how to… Perhaps, i’m afraid that they will ask a lot, especially ask me whether did i dreamt of her. I onli did once in my poly years. She told me she had enuff to spend below. Somemore, she dun dare to come into my house because i had a dog.

Happen to come across chenhui’s blog about a lady died in her delivery. And i’m trying hard to recall what had happened…

My cousin, Pauline, died in her delivery in 2000, june. I’m still having my mid-term exam as far as i remembered…

She died because she had been in her coma stage after her delivery..

Remembered tat day, the newborn baby was pushed out first. Den the doctor said she would need her womb to be removed because of excessive bleeding. Till the next day, she hasn’t wake up. She was transferred to the icu unit for the entire 1 month.

It was diagnosed that she was already brain dead the day she gave birth. The whole family waited by her bedside, calling her name, go for rituals, waiting for miracles to happen…

Until one day, her breathing and heartbeat per minute getting weaker and lower. The family was advised to get all the pipes removed from her body… And let her rest in peace…

Strange things do occured at that period. Her neighbours who din noe she went for her delivery saw her coming back home, with stomach flatten. My dad droved my cousin-in-law and my uncle to those priests for rituals. One told them, my cousin was alreadi queueing up in the queue to hand over her identity at the hell’s gate. I remembered my cousin teared when we talk to her… Apparently, there could be a more scientific way to explain this, but we choose to believe she is still conscious.

4 years down the road, her last daughter should be 4 years old liao…

I’m glad i’m still breathing…