Month: December 2003

Haf been on phone chat wif Kenny last nite… Just sum casual ones… Time to noe more about others. Another amazing person. (^.^)

Haf been on a ‘bo charp’ attitutes or moods throughout these few years. Towards frends, towards life, towards wateva i shouldn’t or dun need to noe. And sleeping becomes so important tat i just throw eveything out of mind, put them aside when i’m lack of sleep. Haf been making noises when ppl wake me up frm unpleasant noises, trying to play a fool wif me… They sure ganna one. Just tat i haven bang my door, throw things at ppl yet. Dun let me do so… And i won’t feel sorry.

Din hear my alarm clocks (3 actually) go off. So wake up a bit late, veri tight time to wash up. Today is my last day. Supposely to be a happy day, but sumthing terrible happen. My colleague, Asnani, charges her handphone under a table, counter 7 for outpatient. She left it hidden in a box, and then, gone missing. She is so sad about that. Partly becoz she lost something, but the main issue is she noe the ‘theif’ is within our own colleagues. This is not the first time such theft incidents happened. Just feel so disappointed wif the own staff.

Tini and Ana (shif leader from south entrance) went to the security office to view the video tape. Though the camera doesn’t directly face the counter 7, but Ana told me she roughly noe who is the one who take it. It’s our ppl!!! I din go on to ask, coz i dun want too much info to leak out, just hope tat the theif can be caught red-handed.

Therefore, part of my day is spoilt. But manage to take photos wif the rest of my colleagues. We will haf more chances on the next gathering day…

Ana oso ask me whehter wanna go rafting in malaysia. I agree wif her. She has lobang for tat, a tour agency in malaysia. But i told her i will be available in may to june like tat. She is sending me a quotation, keeping me in contact. Well… Anyone interested in this oso? Accompany me… Provided u r ‘ON’ ones.

Then, my dad fetch me to collect the samsung phone i reserve for my sister. Wat the fucking hell is tat… I need to wait for at least 3 to 4 hrs in order to be served. Goodness gracious. It’s alreadi 9pm when i reach and then more waiting hours? I have a whole 100 customers in front of my queue. Sian… Drop out halfway and promise to collect it for my sister tml when the shop starts its operating.

I doubt i will be sleeping early tonight. Haf been trying to contact HIM. He rang me at 5:10:31pm. I did hear it, but too many crowds to serve. Din pick up the phone. Damn it… And i can’t find him now. We promise to go shopping de…

Still scratching over those ‘love bites’ by the mosquitoes. Itchy sial…

Today is 1 of colleagues last day. Nah… Feel so sad. Coz tml is mine and serene’s turn. Cum specially earlier to meet up with the rest of the morning shift pals, just in case they are not working tml. I jus can’t bear to leave. All my hardship are there, close relationships built up… And now, we are flying into different directions…

Wanna say THANK YOU here, quietly… For all their love, care, concern and the endless daily gossips… I will miss all these days without them.

Today go Pulau Ubin wif my NSC classmates. My veri first trip to Ubin, so excited. What I like most is the to and fro ferry trips actually. It reminds me of canoeing years back in a combine schools camp. Cool~ Water or generally sea just helps me to relax.

Ubin’s life is really back to primitive, veri simple life… Rented bicycle from the rental shop and we headed straight into the forest. I gotta some rubber tree’s seeds back. I wonder is the road bumpy or the route that Leon (our lecturer) takes is challenging, my buttock aches. Many up-slopes and down-slopes.

We look around to see plants, mangrove swamps, spiders, peacocks, ducks, chickens, mud-skippers, wild boar too… Guess we are damn real luck. Get to learn a lot from Leon. He is a real nature lover. To talk about the trip, it will be endless…

And I achieve my motive too! To get myself tanner. Erm… But onli manage to ‘roast’ my back and hands. Got quite a bit of mosquitoes bites… Itchy! Itchy!

Lalalalala~ Merry Christmas to everybody…

24th December, me stil need to work then join the rest of my gang at Ponderosa, Marina. Veri rushy for me… I din noe they dun intend to extend the operating hours. Hai me gobbling most of my food at my last bit. Sigh… With my veri big big stomach, i force myself to the Esplande. We stroll around at the ampitheatre area. People are gathering in grps, some singing christmas carols, some play harmonica… Well… We? Exchange gifts lor. We draw lots to determine who takes who’s. And dunno draw how many times lor… Until none get to draw their own gift. Kekeke~ Gotta attracted by the voice of the singer frm the pub. All very nice, familar ones – frm blue to robbie williams. And i gotta my clue 3. Not veri satisfying answer. Sigh…

After the countdown, we walk all our way back to Orchard, Cineleisure. On the way, ppl are holding on to cans of sprays. If really ganna u huh, i guess u will be scolding ‘wat leow’ one. But festive seasons…. Think they are too ‘high’. Gottan a new nick frm the rest of the click. Damn so funny. So, in the end left the 4 of us (me. lester, jacky and laily) for the movie, LOVE ACTUALLY… So before the movie started, we sit in at the Buttercup Cafe. I ordered the Mandarin Orange Mist. Goodness gracious… Too sweet lor. None are pleased and satisfied wif their drinks. Sigh…

So second part of the nite is to call everyone on their mobile to disturb them. First called Johnson. Haf quite a lot to catch up wiff him actually. So do the others. Second victim is Kenny. Hahaha~ Laily seems drunk wif her apple juice. Dunno wat she really tok rots to Kenny. Hahaha~ It’s so funny. Last poor chap is Bernard. He is about to sleep when his mobile rings. Sure take some times to go back to the sleep mode again lor. Poor chap!

As for the movie, i haf been struggling hard to keep myself awake. This show i really like it. It’s heartwarming and motivating (to me). I still remember the establishing scene. It all starts with an airport arrival hall or stuff. There they go the lines: Everywhere is filled with love. When the airplane hits the Twin Towers, all the phone calls made are messages of love not hatred. Wha… I like the best friend part the most, where 1 guy likes his best friend’s wife. And the resolution portion of the story, how this guy confessed and admitted his feelings towards her. Oh god! So sweet… But things can’t be change. She is alreadi married. Sigh… Why why why? Just feel kinda sour when i see this. Nah…

The show ended at ard 6:30am. Take a bus home and reach home safe and sound by 7:20am. And i just sleep like nobody’s business in the bus. I sleep everywhere. Sleep until 1 plus in the afternoon. Then back to work.

Today’s triage point so much different. But veri nice. (^.^) And i haf been praising the carpenters for the great job they did over nite. It’s a miracle…

Yesterday went to shop in the Orchard area… Wha sey… Go home lie flat in the bed, fall asleep within 5 minutes…

Sob! Sob! The entire 3 to 4 hours shopping, onli manage to grab 1 pair of hipster jeans, 1 xmas card and tat xmas gift for exchange one. Hai… See a lot of stuff on the way, but once i see the price tag, i sigh… I din haf enuff to cover for my debt, barely enuff… Basically i want to buy another hipster, a few tops, shoes, jacket, purse. Tat’s all in my list. But will be going for another round of shopping soon.

I suddenly feel veri stupid yesterday. Haf been veri clumsy, example: trip at the curb of a pillar, my head nearly knock into sumone’s back. Hahaha~ Dunno wat am i doing. Guess is not enuff sleep. Hahahaha~ No lah… My eyes are swollen actually.

A… Haf been surfing from blogs to blogs. Reading and thinking of what others are saying. Suddenly see many down-feeling souls, i started to feel down too… There seems to haf a lot of feelings i can’t describe, but i definitely need a good cry. I wanted to watch tat ‘Meteor Garden’ VCDs again. Coz i share a lot of memories and endless tears.

Haf been lectured by frendz to get my relationship thingy settled. Sigh… I have nothing more to say. At times, i see sum others more potential than he does, but jus doesn’t haf such strong feelings as compared to him. So, i also doubt how devoted i can be… So far not many can make my heart goes ‘thub! thub!’, cold sweats on my hand, legs cannot coordinate well when i’m walking, make me feel so shy, dun dare to look at the other party’s eyes… Not many… So… Sigh… No conclusion still tis time…

Yesterday went to a printing house at Bradell Road, inside an industrial area. Well… Damn real educating and exciting lor. Manage to noe more about the printing process, how some printing stuff work and all the machines. Cool!

Noe about 1 color printing machine and 4 colors printing machines, die cutting, hot stamping, embossing, glitters, glow in the dark, box packaging and others. We are all aiming at the extra stocks storing at the shelves. Surprise to find out that many of the common labels, company names are actually this company’s clients. Some are starbuck, value $1, channel u and i, microsoft and etc… So… Jus like everything there lah…

Haf been trying veri hard to squeeze more time for myself… And i’m still trying…

Little updates here!!! Haf been going out wif him last nite. Well~ He comes over to my place to get his present. Kekeke~

Chatted a bit in the MacDonald. Then i force him to try on the shirt tat i haf chose. He isn’t tat fat nor tat dark as i suppose. The shirt looks nice. I find it fine personally. Thanks to my model, JACKY… Haha~ We are talking about the stuff and barangs tat i wanna buy. So… WE ARE GOING SHOPPING…

My clock shows 3:42am. I’m listening to a Tony Leung’s cantonese song – tou tou ai ni. Bagus! This song i haf been searching high and low. Thankx to Kenny…

My thoughts haf settle down quite a bit. Today saw 2 frendz – Simon frm pri sch and Ben frm previous work place. Simon still recognise me. I feel glad. The other is Ben… He jus commented tat i look familiar to him while he is at the counter beside me. And the absent-minded me jus forget his name. I go ‘Are you Eric or Edmund?’ Nearly name all the Tom, Dick and Harry’s name. Hahahaha~ Really like banging my head to the wall… So frendz… Hmm… A veri important section of my life.

Din feel much today. But jus a little urge to go shopping. I need sleep and sum time to escape to my little world also.

Oh yar~ I haf been missing the SUN veri much~ How the sun actully scorch my back… Those sensation lah… I’m juz lovin’ it… Hahaha~ MacDonald’s lines… So really hope to get my opportunity to the Pulau Ubin wif Leon and the rest… Find Leon (our sch lecturer) a veri adventurous person. Real cool… Fun to hang out wif. So far not much problem wif him lor…

Heard from my shift leader that Alana is getting us the flu vaccination for FREE. Well… Basically still in the proces of negotiating. Whether can we get it or not, tat’s another issue. But at least there are someone out there who see the need for the ‘fontliners’ to take the vaccination first.

Many have fall sick in my work place. They sound like ELMO when they talk… Coz they have sore throat. Sexy voice they have… Hahahaha~ I keep laughing and teasing at them, wanting them to do the mike test ‘Say Hallo!’ thingy every now and then. Pranky sial… Just want everyone to get well soon…

I’m counting the days leaving. Dun bear to leave them. (T.T) All of them are so cute… Make real lots of frends here…

Halo everybody! Well… See me kicking alive now… Haf been running in and out for projects, classes, work and as well as the itp interview.

Tat itp interview ah… Biggest headache for me. Company name is Pixel Pacific, at Ayer Rajah Cresant, somewhere near Bouna Vista’s Industrial Park. My mind went switch off when I entered the room. Becoz the company is doing 2d animation which isn’t my strong area. I’m more into publication, westernize design, conceptualizing and packaging. Arhh… Have been searching high and low for lecturers, asking them for opinions whether to opt out frm this attachment anot. Tat’s why I’m so busy… But really need to thank Janny. She is such a lovely and motherly lecturer who I find veri comfortable confiding wif. Thank you here…

Squeezing myself to maximum for projects and my nsc class… A lot to do and currently take up real-life project to design (revamp) the Lower Peirce Trail’s brochure. A lot of work sial… Totally drain and dry… Furthermore, we are divided into grps, each consists of 1 yr one, 1 yr two, 1 yr three. Basically, I dunno how to lead the whole team. Just find myself mental block at most of the time. Perhaps I’m not prepared or I din think of ideas yet. So… Din contribute constructive idea either…

And my boy… Hai… Still thinking so much abt him. Jus feel like knocking him out of my mind. Idiot! But I noe myself too well… Such determination won’t last long – I guess the furthest I can go is till the veri next time I see him ard. Arghhh…

As for work… Damn it lor… Everyday the same routine and cycle, saying the same old thing over and over again. Get myself angry and into trouble at times over and over again. Sigh… And I happen to noe a new guy frend. Haf been a pester for me. Coz frankly speaking, I dun like ppl to ask so much. Ask me out 2 times, but I lie… Turn him off immediately.

As for family, I jus hate my 2 stupid bloody sisters, full STOP.