Let Inner Voice Vent My Stress

I yelled at someone in my dream. It is an enjoyment because i never get to do that in real life. It is my inner voice. At least i get to put a stop to irritating people who come so close.

I screamed “Enough! Enough! That’s enough!”. So don’t get too close to me… I am at my stressful period.

Recent First Times

There are several first times within these few months of Year 2008.

My desktop is totally down, as i have yet to find out whether the hardware or software has caused it to reboot and unbootable at times. I am totally dependent on my sister’s laptop. Yes… A very portable device. What i cannot stand is the batt duration. 95% charged can only last 1:48hours and it flats real quickly when in use. Don’t buy Acer laptop!!!

I skipped my usual CNY house visiting this year, just because i need to go to library for Asian Art History presentation in the coming week. I definitely missed a lot, especially on the hongbaos. But i’m glad my parents are forgiving. This privilege will not come by if i am in my younger days.

I missed this year poly’s steamboat at Serene’s house. Something that i would not have ever done. To the people, i will come next year…

I decided to check out new printing shop at Queensway Shopping Centre. Ultra Supplies dominating the 3rd level has a sister company doing just photocopying and binding. The most beneficial things are: they are nearer (compared to traveling to Gear’s shop), and they open till 10pm on weekdays, 9pm on weekends (this includes the Sundays and Public Holidays). I have only visited twice, still holding mix feelings about this shop.

They have like 10 sales people at the counter serving, therefore, they can really do things fast fast fast fast fast fast fast for you. But the staff are mainly foreigners (PRC and Indians), i am scare if they don’t get what i want to convey. While in Gear’s shop, they give professional advises, like paper type you can use. This is exceptionally helpful when Chan last visited Gear’s shop, doing printing on my behalf. They helped him with the choice of paper while i was in school rushing for assignments.

Ironically, when i approach one sales staff today, he tells me he is busy at the moment. I am puzzle and i stand there thinking: so you are not going to serve me? That is the boldest attempt to tell your customer, i would think. One of the printout doesn’t come out nicely, with some printing lines. Without 2nd question asked, he reprinted for me. Weirdly, it cost only $5 while exactly the same size i printed on Sunday cost $6. And i am not used to the price they mention is before GST. You ended paying some coins…

The very first time i feel damn tongue tied during presentations. I am not scare, just that i cannot convey what is in my mind and carry on rattling on things that only i understand but not the others. I probably need to practice my speech!!!

Today i rework my Experimental Typography Poster and i’m very grateful to have 2 of my most important men: my dad and Lester, to help me. Somehow i feel they are totally supportive with the rubbish i do. Hope this will carry on till i grow old. Bleah…

I drew something today in ADM! This is moi~

Can I Go Vegetarian?

Today my mum cooks chicken rice~ Delicious~

But i witness the poor cold chicken lying on the chopping board, neck broken. My mum chops its head off, all within a single chop. Ouch~ Then she settles the rest of the “body”. I wonder does my mum realise she is dealing with a corpse than a poultry? And mankind who stew any kind of animals’ bones in soup. What if, these bones are human one? Will the soup tastes as nice?

News at 10 shows a clip of farmers ill-treating sick cows. They are dragged on the floor and hit on the head with broom. I am feeling quite sick now.If i go vegetarian, will the world be a better place?

天亮了

天亮对我来说不再代表着暂新的一天,反而是无形的压力。
我跟日出的大战就在于那短暂的早晨。

天亮了,我是否不小心睡着了?
天亮了,我是否做完了功课?
天亮了, 我是否今天要上学?
天亮了,我还没打印要交的功课。
天亮了,我可怜的老爸又会被我的起床气“熏”一下。

到了晚间时分,我常常拖着疲惫的废壳,像行尸走肉般在沙发上神游。
好想睡啊!疲倦常战胜理智:睡吧!睡醒才能精神奕奕的冲刺!
一倒床,身体就不再属于我了。只是脑袋里浮现同一个讯息:这次一睡不知道什么时候会醒?

醒来时我又很紧张地问自己:
我是否睡得太晚?
我是否做完了功课?
我是否能做完功课?
我是否要上学?

What Is Man?

Caught “What Is Man?” at esplanade on 12 February 2008. I like the overall humor brought by the different actors. I thought their responses were really direct, something i can relate to. I do not know the original story of 水浒传, but i was able to single out the original plot and look at the distinct characteristic of the characters.

Endless laughters i have to agree, but after the whole play, you kinda forgot what you are really laughing at. Probably is something that we struggle in the society. The 题材 is so familiar yet forgot their existence.

We had a hard time watching the play as the handrail blocked our view. Had to lean forward because most of the active region happened in the front.


不谈论

有些事好像大家都不在台面上讨论。当你在私底下发现的时候,是否该用异样的眼光对待那门事,还是你能理智又冷静地处理?我不常站在另一个角度看事情,只用自己一贯的作风来断定,嘴里常念到:“这么可能?” 和 “为什么他会 xxx?”。如果不是友人的提醒,我是不是忘记别把原则看得太重?可能就是这样,原则让我不会转弯。

I Hate Myself From Committing Stewpig Acts

I hate myself from deleting the wrong files and the whole of year 1 and year 2 semester 1’s work. This is not my first time deleting the original files or replace old files on the newly worked files. How dumb i can be? Pissed…

I’m glad my ‘laptech’ asks me to do my backup… Phew~