Author: sleepy

My clock shows 3:42am. I’m listening to a Tony Leung’s cantonese song – tou tou ai ni. Bagus! This song i haf been searching high and low. Thankx to Kenny…

My thoughts haf settle down quite a bit. Today saw 2 frendz – Simon frm pri sch and Ben frm previous work place. Simon still recognise me. I feel glad. The other is Ben… He jus commented tat i look familiar to him while he is at the counter beside me. And the absent-minded me jus forget his name. I go ‘Are you Eric or Edmund?’ Nearly name all the Tom, Dick and Harry’s name. Hahahaha~ Really like banging my head to the wall… So frendz… Hmm… A veri important section of my life.

Din feel much today. But jus a little urge to go shopping. I need sleep and sum time to escape to my little world also.

Oh yar~ I haf been missing the SUN veri much~ How the sun actully scorch my back… Those sensation lah… I’m juz lovin’ it… Hahaha~ MacDonald’s lines… So really hope to get my opportunity to the Pulau Ubin wif Leon and the rest… Find Leon (our sch lecturer) a veri adventurous person. Real cool… Fun to hang out wif. So far not much problem wif him lor…

Heard from my shift leader that Alana is getting us the flu vaccination for FREE. Well… Basically still in the proces of negotiating. Whether can we get it or not, tat’s another issue. But at least there are someone out there who see the need for the ‘fontliners’ to take the vaccination first.

Many have fall sick in my work place. They sound like ELMO when they talk… Coz they have sore throat. Sexy voice they have… Hahahaha~ I keep laughing and teasing at them, wanting them to do the mike test ‘Say Hallo!’ thingy every now and then. Pranky sial… Just want everyone to get well soon…

I’m counting the days leaving. Dun bear to leave them. (T.T) All of them are so cute… Make real lots of frends here…

Halo everybody! Well… See me kicking alive now… Haf been running in and out for projects, classes, work and as well as the itp interview.

Tat itp interview ah… Biggest headache for me. Company name is Pixel Pacific, at Ayer Rajah Cresant, somewhere near Bouna Vista’s Industrial Park. My mind went switch off when I entered the room. Becoz the company is doing 2d animation which isn’t my strong area. I’m more into publication, westernize design, conceptualizing and packaging. Arhh… Have been searching high and low for lecturers, asking them for opinions whether to opt out frm this attachment anot. Tat’s why I’m so busy… But really need to thank Janny. She is such a lovely and motherly lecturer who I find veri comfortable confiding wif. Thank you here…

Squeezing myself to maximum for projects and my nsc class… A lot to do and currently take up real-life project to design (revamp) the Lower Peirce Trail’s brochure. A lot of work sial… Totally drain and dry… Furthermore, we are divided into grps, each consists of 1 yr one, 1 yr two, 1 yr three. Basically, I dunno how to lead the whole team. Just find myself mental block at most of the time. Perhaps I’m not prepared or I din think of ideas yet. So… Din contribute constructive idea either…

And my boy… Hai… Still thinking so much abt him. Jus feel like knocking him out of my mind. Idiot! But I noe myself too well… Such determination won’t last long – I guess the furthest I can go is till the veri next time I see him ard. Arghhh…

As for work… Damn it lor… Everyday the same routine and cycle, saying the same old thing over and over again. Get myself angry and into trouble at times over and over again. Sigh… And I happen to noe a new guy frend. Haf been a pester for me. Coz frankly speaking, I dun like ppl to ask so much. Ask me out 2 times, but I lie… Turn him off immediately.

As for family, I jus hate my 2 stupid bloody sisters, full STOP.

Ganna interview for itp on monday… Hmm… It’s a cd-rom company, somewhere near bouna vista, inside sum industrial park area. They request to see portfolio, well… Need to buck up sial…

Story-teling time again!

WHY GUYS SHOULDN CHEAT ON GIRLS!

There was once a girl named Ashley who had a boyfriend named Jack. Jack was the most popular guy in school. The three most popular girls were Courtney, ASHLEY, and Emma. Jack thought of Ashley as OKAY, but he REALLY liked Courtney. Courtney liked jack als! o. Well of course she did, everyone did! Ashley and Courtney were worst enemies. Courtney tried to steal Jack away every time she had a chance to.

One day, Courtney asked Jack if he wanted to go to the movies. Ashley heard everything…. what movie, what movie theatre and what time. Ashley approached the movies that night and followed Jack and Courtney. Ashley sat right behind them. She watched them get close to each other and kiss…. not only kiss, but practically get it on in the theatre. Courtney told jack “Do you want to come to my place and skip this boring movie?” He replied “hell yes.” Ashley had peeked through Courtney’s window. Jack and her were messing around and Ashley watched the whole thing. The next day at school Ashley wasn’t there. For the next few days Ashley wasn’t there. A week later her mother found her in her closet dead… she committed suicide because she had loved Jack so much. Next to Ashley dead body was a note.

A note that read:

My dearest Jack, I watched you at the movie and at Courtney’s house and I will continue to watch you. I never thought you would do something like this to me. I really loved you jack. I died for you just like Jesus died for us.

Always with you,

Ashley

Do you know?

1. 2 person in a car, how would u sit? Both in front? Or 1 in front (driver) and 1 behind? Do you noe it is rude to choose the second one? Well… Basically who do u tink the driver is? Your chauffeur? Only a boss and employee will sit like tis…

2. In a gathering, u haf met people of different races. What language do u speak then? Ur mother tongue? Or English(assume tat all of them understand English)? It is rude to speak in your mother tongue where only people of your type understand wat u meant. So… I f you wanna say anything tat doesn’t meant to be known to those who shouldn’t, then go to a bloody corner to say wat u want.

3. How about the music u hear? A grp of Chinese in the gathering who prefer Chinese songs. U haf other malays as well… Then? People can be so inconsiderate and insensitive, blasting the FM radio wif Chinese radio channel. Wat the hell is this???

Nothing has happened to me… But these are all some things tat have been instill into me since young, since sec sch. Just like to share…

Haf been veri drained out ever since working. Basically is endless working and sleeping. Nothing else. A lot of things haven do, a lot of targets haven’t met, a lot of promises but they are still empty ones. Gotta sit down and write a list of things to do.

Things to do:

1. Read Harry Pottter storybook (still at that pathetic book 1)

2. Drawing and endless drawing for NSC (design this and tat)

3. Complete my online portfolio

4. Sort out my ‘physical’ portfolio

5. My blog design (still nothing has been done)

6. Dora’s flash for the dunno wat IT activity (due next week)

Sumtimes really feel motivated to do my work, but I’m usually at the wrong location. When I feel like drawing and designing, I’m at work. Things and stuff like this… Sian…

Oh yar! Kenny, so how’s the entrepreneur thingy for our fyp project huh? Still on anot?

Gotta my clue 2 today. Pretty expected one. But I have to wait till xmas for clue 3… Clue 3 is the answer to clue 2… Why spilt like tat? Ask me personally for ppl who wanna to noe… Hahaha~ Esp all my kakis…

Heez~ Long time neber enjoy the peace… A peaceful long sleep. Woke up at ard 11am. Remember the first thing I did was ‘smile’. Smile because I haf enuff sleep… Pulling my blanket up, wanting to sleep more. Then spend the rest of my day packing my room. I throw lots of stuff… Lots of papers and 1 doll… Manage to dig out some of the photos, and this is the compilation of me… All me…

Join my sec sch classmates in pasir ris park for bbq. I was there veri late, ard 8 plus. There isn’t much food left, but is enuff for me to stuff my stomach for that little moment. Pretty short gathering but I think it is pleasant. A lot din make it to cum tis time. Some rare faces appeared. Hahaha~ On our way back, we alighted at clementi for supper again. Tat’s fulling then.

Erm… I ask abt ‘Paul’ (Seng Gang) frm my sec sch mate. My frend is frm the same course as he. So jus KPO lor… Whoa… Din noe he is so catchy. Ppl frm IT dept called him ‘cao sissy’, I called him ‘Seng Gang’ and ppl frm BUSINESS called him ‘Sister’. Wat leow… He is damn popular leh!

And in one of the conversation, I heard tat Choon Eng (sec sch frend) has already give birth. Goodness gracious… I onli noe she is married but din noe abt the pregnancy part. Pretty shocking. But the news is yet to be confirmed. Hai… Jus wondering wat she is doing… Erm… Not careful sial…

A… These few days haf been covering people’s shift, doing full shifts. I’m totally drained out le. Now left empty nutshell walking here and there. Soul still sleeping in my bedroom, dun seem to wake up. Sigh~ But i really wish to haf more sleep, at the same time, more money…

His birthday is drawing near, and i’m starting to feel afraid. Afraid of our time cannot coincide well to go out. Go out liao do wat and stuff… And i really hope tat day i won’t haf those wild thinkings going on, whether is it ridiculous ones or being too concern of wat he will be saying. And by the way, I’m taking my day off frm work specially jus for HIM. Jus negotiated wif my shift leader today. Well~ She agreed! So gonna ‘enjoy’ my day wif him.

Whether i’ll take up the courage to ask the question, well~ It really depends on me. Still caught in the dilemma whether to leave things uncleared, untold or cleared up the tangles and move on. Din really wanna think much actually. Sorry but to say, ‘Some Guys Are JERKS!!!’ Now then i realised, sweet-talk won’t last. U jus get tired of hearing… Maybe because u expected them.

I have been also crazily thinking abt the bungee jumping thingy going on in Singapore. I really like to try. But 1 ride is pretty ‘ex’.

Got a little pinchy feel in me yesterday. A… Jealously rose actually… Hai~ Shld haf been more devoted to one party… Hahaha~ Me need sum side-track to keep my life entertained. My life is far too plain…

Damn real fuck up today… The visitor of the hospital just screw up my day. Wat the hell is tis… But i’m gonna forget about tis…

Well… Ganna being question by 2 person today whether am i a smoker… Do i look like one? I doubt so… Wat leow… The veri first time i noe i’m classified under ‘chiongster’ is in year 2000 dec. My working collegue plianly pointed tis issue out to me. a few here and there frm the poly frendz oso. Now?! 3 working staff, 1 say me chiongster, 2 say me smoker. Do i look tat bad? As in tat extreme?

But watever they say, i noe i’m good in my heart… Hahaha~

You guys din go to the wrong place… But i haf redirect my URL to tis blogger address… Revamping in process…

Revamp start date: 18-11-03

Revamp end date: See when the supervisior commenced the working dates

Supervisor: Lay Hiang

Details: Surpervisor intend to sleep first. Wake up alreadi, eat first.

Got time? Watch tv first. Nite time again? Sleep again lah…

Investors and the financial backers: Wait long long lor…