A… These few days haf been covering people’s shift, doing full shifts. I’m totally drained out le. Now left empty nutshell walking here and there. Soul still sleeping in my bedroom, dun seem to wake up. Sigh~ But i really wish to haf more sleep, at the same time, more money…

His birthday is drawing near, and i’m starting to feel afraid. Afraid of our time cannot coincide well to go out. Go out liao do wat and stuff… And i really hope tat day i won’t haf those wild thinkings going on, whether is it ridiculous ones or being too concern of wat he will be saying. And by the way, I’m taking my day off frm work specially jus for HIM. Jus negotiated wif my shift leader today. Well~ She agreed! So gonna ‘enjoy’ my day wif him.

Whether i’ll take up the courage to ask the question, well~ It really depends on me. Still caught in the dilemma whether to leave things uncleared, untold or cleared up the tangles and move on. Din really wanna think much actually. Sorry but to say, ‘Some Guys Are JERKS!!!’ Now then i realised, sweet-talk won’t last. U jus get tired of hearing… Maybe because u expected them.

I have been also crazily thinking abt the bungee jumping thingy going on in Singapore. I really like to try. But 1 ride is pretty ‘ex’.

Got a little pinchy feel in me yesterday. A… Jealously rose actually… Hai~ Shld haf been more devoted to one party… Hahaha~ Me need sum side-track to keep my life entertained. My life is far too plain…